Dexndre - changes Lyrics

I'm at this problematic crossing where I've got to make the right choices
I'm not ready for it, I always hated change, I hated boredom
But I've woken up recently and how I felt ain't normal
I gotta change stuff in my life to achieve my goals is what is the most important
I got set my mind free so I can switch
If we ain't on the same path then I gotta do it and delete it
Yeah, bro I'm sorry but that's means you
If you aren't a help to my cause then that's us over, there's no way to save it
Honestly I know this is bad
Because everyone right now feels like baggage to me, why the f*ck I am down?
I'm supposed to feel up right now, I've got a life to live out
I got dreams, aspirations, I got all my shit, that's planned out
Why do the people who you're supposed to love don't feel right to me?
I still feel alone when I'm around them so I will write it out on this beat
There's a lot to do in so little time and being around you feels like a waste of mine
It hurts to think that but this is the end of the chapter finally
I don't know what to think anymore
All this change I hate it so much why can't life be ignored
I've grown attached to you and a life without you seems grey
I question if could I do it because right now I feel so low, I wish I could die today
You see the changes right there
Last year I did it different, I felt like there was nothing that could compare
I was grinding it out, I couldn't give a f*ck who was in my way
But now my dreams are becoming real, there's so many choices and I don't know what to do or say
For three years now I've been wanting this more then anything
And I still do, I know the price of it but that is not what is gonna be stopping me
I feel so human at times, I hate the emotions that hinder my life
I know I need to break through it and killing that feeling is what I will have to do
All these important choices man, I f*cking hate them
I hate the changes, they emptiness, I wish I didn't awaken
But this is it now, I've reached a point of no return
If I left you behind, I'm sorry but this is what I have to do and yeah, it f*cking hurts