Yeah
It's all been accidental
Daydreaming about perfection
Going past the mental
Mission impossible
Tom cruise
No shmurda sample
Maybe I could figure it out
Maybe patience in practice
Is helping me figure just what its about
Gives me direction with this voice
For when I scream and I shout
I mean
Id rather chase
Than watch it fizzle on out
Manifested into another
Affirmations of mouth
Why can't it ever be me
To be the one who does it all
I couldn't ever be free
This pessimism rules the fall
The landing never's so sweet
It never lessens overall
But heavy lessons it teach
Don't know what blessings these are called
But every message I seek
Is more a curse
Than any secret
It's only worse
Cuz what's beneath it
Only birthed
From mental beatings
I guess
The pain was grooming my heart
And tried to teach me bout a light
That's only found in the dark
Fighting the clock
To find that honest perfection
But part of the quest in
Itself
Is tryna solve all the questions
It brings
So deviation
Or the slightest digression
Leads fifty steps off the path
You'd only started to step in
It's all a day dream
Yeah
Its all a day dream
It's all a