Pain Video (MV)

I really thought I was a loner in the 5th grade
Everybody out with friends
In my feels I stayed
Never booked I was never on their page
Then I realized my social life would come in waves
When I'm all alone I know myself the best
Maybe I don't
I have taken every online Buzzfeed test
Sometimes it's dope I can be myself and I don't have to stress
But other times feel like I'm not enough
Am I depressed
Grab a blanket, wrap up, and cry when I get home
My life was a missing light no need to turn one on
Googling answers searching wondering what's wrong
Phazz 'Don't wanna Dance' remix is always on
Anything with low vibrations on repeat
Outside I was Daria
Inside filled with heat
Never danced
Couldn't even feel a beat
Just rather lay down than to sit in a seat
I don't know how to cope
So I write another flow
No place feels like home
I don't know where to go
So I just clock out
Since there ain't no way to leave
Sometimes I feel hate but still I believe
Imma pick myself up
Cuz I know what I'm worth
If my life didn't have purpose
Wouldn't be on this earth
So I gotta push through
Even if it does hurt
Imma break out of the prison
Like my name was Wentworth
My mind is racing
My nigga I gotta make it
I wanna start having problems like
Damn which jet we taking
That's when I'll know I made it
And all my people can eat
I can't wait til the day
That the ground don't know my feet
But I gotta get where I'm going
Facing the right direction
Don't matter if I take small strides
Or my steps seem to be stretching
But as I'm taking this journey
This path with my address
I hope I don't start to lose myself
Even if I lose wealth
I just want people to realize that they're free
There's no limitation in what you can be
If you follow your passion
Thought turns to an action
You can hold on your hand anything you can imagine
Yeah
You can hold in your hand anything you can imagine
I don't know how to cope
So I write another flow
No place feels like home
So I don't know where to go
So I just clock out
Since there ain't no way to leave
Sometimes feel like I'm stuck but still I believe
Imma pick myself up
Cuz I know what I'm worth
If my life didn't have purpose
Wouldn't be on this earth
But Imma break out this prison like my name was Wentworth Nigga