Butterflies Video (MV)

I still get butterflies when I see you
Or maybe now they're moths
They've changed from happiness to anxiety
And now my view of reality seems flawed
Like why do these sort of things happen
And why did it happen to us
And why do I feel like blaming this whole thing onto lust
I wish I had the answers to all of our old questions
So we could have known where we stood
I just have much more time to think now
And My thoughts aren't very good
They leave me hoping you find happiness
And hoping it could have still been me
And that some day you'll meet Sophia
But the one standing there won't be me

Thanks for wanting for someone to love me
I know it's hard for you
I really did try, I promise
I'll just dive down into the blue
Where I'll find less mysteries in the depths out there
Than what's deep inside your mind
But we both know that this is over
And my life I'll try to find

I never thought falling out of love was a thing
What a naïve thought to have
And being told that felt even worse
I just grab my coffin and a hurst
And now my mind keeps racing faster and faster
I just want it to slow down
All I do is sulk alone inside there
And almost fake the fact that I'll drown
I just wish that you knew that I do love you
And even though it's good bye I'll miss what you do
Just please promise that I won't be forgotten
And don't just become just a memory that's rotten
I wish I felt closure and kept my composure
But we both know just how emotional
I can get, and if my heart ends up rupturing
I'll just blame myself in the end

Thanks for wanting for someone to love me
I know it's hard for you
I really did try, I promise
I'll just dive down into the blue
Where I'll find less mysteries in the depths out there
Than what's deep inside your mind
But we both know that this is over
And my life I'll try to find

I wish that you'd just talk to me
And we can both put down our walls
And I'll tell you what makes me sad
I hope I get a response
I just want to know you're sad
Because I feel nothing at all
All this time and effort did me in
And slowly to my grave I will crawl