Glow Video (MV)

This glow doesn't help
It probably makes it worse
Just reminds me of past bad times
And even then it still hurt
Part of me does hope you're in pain
And that your new life reminds you of me
Promises we had... just throw them out
I'm getting out

I'm tired of waking up
I wish I could just stay asleep
And just stay in my sheets
Pretending I don't have feelings
Because my mind is wrecked
I don't know if you can tell
But the smile that I fake
I hope it haunts you like hell

Just stay out of my head
Or I might beat it till I'm dead
Or at least forget all of the words that you said
I'm just done with this shit
Enjoy your your life without me
I hope maybe you'll figure out your feelings finally

I hate that my old songs are now relevant
And that I get to fall in love
With all my favorite sad songs again
I hate the minor chats we have
And all the lack of feeling
It just feels so damn unappealing
Just how much I need to refrain

From pouring out my guts to you
I hope that you can feel this too
You seem so damn desensitized
You said you cared but not from where I stand
I hope my songs still keep you company
I hope that they still float on in your head
Because I still listen to them weekly
Think about you and where we were then

Just stay out of my head
Or I might beat it till I'm dead
Or at least forget all of the words that you said
I'm just done with this shit
Enjoy your your life without me
I hope maybe you'll figure out your feelings finally

And all, all that I tried
Never worked out in the end
You can believe what you want
I'll do the same
But seeming happy I've had to pretend