My Five Stages Video (MV)

Down I go, my life cord doesn't work; suspended in the air
Despair doesn't phase me anymore
What were my dreams? Did I accomplish what was worth?
Does it really matter now?
Because this is it

Falling to my death, there must be something I can do
Should I just hold my breath, or hover to my doom?

Dear friends, for once I faced up to my fears
But now they're staring right back; the black cloak is marking my speed
I must be just what he needs
A falling soul whose string wouldn't latch
A failing soul whose dreams he couldn't catch
My grave is bellow, and down I go

It's just not fair, this shit doesn't happen to me
It's totally f*cked up
Leave it up to me to chose a defective one
Nothing matters anymore... who even gives a f*ck about my name
But nothing will be the same
Things are bound to change

These memories won't touch another soul
This is true depression; I loved my humble life, but no more

Dear friends, for once I faced up to my fears
But now they're staring right back; the black cloak is marking my speed
I must be just what he needs
A falling soul whose string wouldn't latch
A failing soul whose dreams he couldn't catch
My grave is bellow, and down I go

There must be someone above me watching this
It's been so long but your white clouds capture me
I promise to be better, I promise to be fair
Dear God, help me out here

So long, this is it, I'm gone for good
I don't deserve much merit. Just stupid bad luck
But I've come to terms with my destiny
Goodbye

Dear friends, for once I faced up to my fears
But now they're staring right back; the black cloak is marking my speed
I must be just what he needs
A falling soul whose string wouldn't latch
A failing soul whose dreams he couldn't catch
My grave is bellow, and down I go