Man
I really don't know how I got to this point
Pushed to the edge so bad, feel like rolling a joint
But I can't coz deep inside I know I'm the man
In this house
Feeling like I'm quicking in sand
And I'm deeping again
Man I'm dying, I can't
Live up to these expectations
Whilst in the making of friends
Tryna keep up with more of music while racing these trends
Lost my motivation to these losers but I got it again
While tryna receive my self-salvation
Rise up this motivation
Insert my seeds in this farmed up plantation
Reaching out like the day of my graduation
Which is coming soon, yeah it's coming soon
Wrong side of the moon
I keep rising
I keep smiling
I said you should keep trying
Keep on smiling
Man I remember the days
The days I felt so afraid
To leave my comfort zone
To tryna grow a fan base and make a change
I remember the days
The days I couldn't get up
The days I felt so low, Degrade myself and struggled to get back up
But it's all changed
All changed
Missing my shots, got a messed up range
Messed up range
Wish it was as easy as the old ways
I'm insane, it will never be the same
Be the same nah
It was like a bright blue sky
Everything white till minors came by
To take away my life
Man I'm crushing the scene
I mean that's what I seem to say from now and then
But the views rise and drop like an unplanned event or crash of a broken tent
Man it's that time again where I can't be trusted alone so I may need a friend
To stay by my side and prevent these thoughts
Kinda feel like I'm the only cause
To this often occasional broke home
Used to make videos coz I liked it
Now I record raps coz I need to
But I enjoy the process of doing so
If you have shot ideas, make sure you throw
Coz it won't be your friends standing there to congratulate you
And hand you the dough
I keep rising
I keep smiling
I said you should keep trying
Keep on smilling
Man I remember the days
The days I felt so afraid
To leave my comfort zone
To tryna grow a fan base and make a change
I remember the days
The days I couldn't get up
The days I felt so low, Degrade myself and struggled to get back up