Selfish Video (MV)

True
True I gotta face my struggles
Solely (Solely)
Sorting through my phony smiles
Too many people around me
Hoping that I play the part (Hoping I play the part)
But these demons are savvy
Been listening to me from the start (Ou)
Oh oh oh
Scrolling through the daily engages
Whoa oh oh
They tryna keep you're eyes off the cage
Well I'm focused enough to keep singing
Before all the sweet goodbyes
I keep the pills close by (Ou)
Pretty ploy
It only seems like a game
Semi boy
Seasons repeat all the same
Don't stake your life on me
Don't tantalize me baby
Lonely mistake, I'm ok
Triple intake, I'm ok
Dreams are what keep me awake
My mind is truly opaque
Ou
Don't make her cry
Don't make her cry
Don't make her cry
Joanni sky
Joanni sky
Joanni sky(Ou)
And the way that she said it was different(Ou)
She made everyone in my life victims(Ou)
In that moment she saw me conflicted(Ou)
She took my hand
Hey you
Here's the things I gotta say to you
I'm facing you
Tear drop
Rolling down your cheeks because
I was consumed by the idea
Of being gone too soon
Didn't think about being gone from you
All of you
But you know who
She made me choose
To follow through
Now I can't even look up at you
When I popped them pills I didn't choke
Was looking for an out that ain't no joke
I didn't think about you n***as feelings
A little bit too selfish yea I know
Yea I know
Ain't for show
I'm alone
I feel alone and I'm looking for a reason
Couldn't cope
Couldn't make it past the season
I do this music shit to control all my demons
Now I'm sitting on the sofa sober
She's holding me close and my head's bent over
She looked at me and cried and won me over
I promise that I'll try is what I told her