Disorder - Panic Attacks! Lyrics

Intrusive thoughts
They just won't stop
Saying
"Kill yourself"
"I wanna watch"
"I hope you rot"

Rest In Peace to Paul
Rest In Peace to Chester B
Rest In Peace to Peep
Rest In Peace to X
Could the next be me?

I am a manifestation of misery
F*ck, are you kidding me?
I'm the epitome
F*ck all your pity
Belittle me
Kill my humility
Chipping away at all my insecurities
F*ck em
Now I am nothing
Is that what you wanted?
Don't know if I'll go on
Don't know if I know wrong

Manic and frantic
I'm having a panic attack
Sanity lapse
Practice the blackest of magic
To banish the phantoms
They damage at random
Then vanish, goddamn it
I just want my happiness back
Tell you the facts, Hell is a place
The devil is real, he lives in my face
Seven sins sealed inside of my brain, ay

I'm a danger to myself
And everybody else around me
Someone save me from this hell
But nobody, help I'm drowning

I'm a danger to myself
And everybody else around me
Blame the angels, pray to Lucifer
Now my demons found me

I'm a danger to myself
And everybody else around me
Someone save me from this hell
But nobody, help I'm drowning

I'm a danger to myself
And everybody else around me
Blame the angels, pray to Lucifer
Now my demons found me

I'm a danger to myself
And everybody else around me
Some one save me from this hell
Or else I can't be held accountable

Try to explain why I'm acting like an animal
But a fraction of the pain
Is f*cking unimaginable
It's unmanageable