Disorder - Up All Night (Prod. Nexx) Lyrics

Put my phone on silent, cos I felt like dying
Playing games, but my status stays appearing offline
I'm a solo pilot, paper planes all private
Isolate myself for a while
Swear I'll be just fine. I'll be just fine
I need some time, unwind my mind

Please don't blow my high
Tryin' to keep that vibe alive
I can't sleep, I tried, I been up all night
I been up all night

My anxiety is trying to kill me
I'm not tired I'm just tired of living
Life like this
Is this all there is?

I'm sick of feeling numb I just wanna feel something

I'm trying to get my mind in check
Anxiety in my chest
Depression at my neck
I need my rest. So I won't text
Think It's best that you don't see what's next
I'm going to and from the brink of death
My head's a mess. Possessed by stress