Divisions - Closed Eyes / Closed Mind Lyrics

I get it, you're disappointed
I didn't turn out how you planned
I'm not your perfect son
I'm not what you wanted me to be
I wish you could see things through my eyes
So you could see what you do to me

Sick and tired of being unable
To do anything right
(To do anything right)
I always made the wrong choices
I was pushed aside

There is a reason for
Why I am the way I am
And I don't need to explain
Why I feel so ashamed

You never f*cking listen
Try to see things my way
Your ignorance has left you blind
Closed eyes, closed mind

So caught up in your little world
You're blind to what's in front of you
But you won't open your eyes
Just open your eyes

Bring me back home
So I can tell you that we'll never be the same
Bring me back home
So I can show you why I still feel so ashamed

I'd come back home
If we could turn back time and do things differently
Bring me back home
So I can show you what it means
What it means to me

I tried so hard to make you proud
But this feeling of being useless
Has got a hold on me
Has got a hold on me
Has got a hold on me

Weighing down on my ankles like chains
Dragging me deeper into the water

How far do I have to go
To get you to listen?
(To get you to listen)
How long do I have to
Feel like I'm failing you?

What more do you want from me?
I've given my all
But it's just not enough
It's never enough

Bring me back home
So I can tell you that we'll never be the same
Bring me back home
So I can show you why I still feel so ashamed

I'd come back home
If we could turn back time and do things differently
Bring me back home
So I can show you what it means
What it means to me

All I wanted was a minute of your time
All I wanted was a minute of your time
All I wanted was a minute of your time
But you won't f*cking listen

I want things to get better
I don't want to take you for granted
Just end the fighting
Just give me the chance
To fall apart in front of you
To show you how I hurt

I'll forgive you
Don't let my words fall on deaf ears
If you'll forgive me
Give me the chance to start again

I'll forgive you
Don't let my words fall on deaf ears
If you'll forgive me
Give me the chance to start again