DJ Dialup - Deathcult Lyrics

Thought that I'd lost it
Thought it was gone
It ruins you slowly
Kills from inside

I don't want to talk now
I don't really care
It doesn't really matter
But when I got home

Told them I'd lost it
Knew it was wrong
Got out before they saw it
I knew all along

I don't really need it
It just brings me down
Turn the other cheek now
But when I got home

We're in a deathcult
We cling oh so hard
I love the insecurity
Don't let down your guard

I don't know my worth now
Tell myself a lie
I don't want to hear it
But when I got home

I don't want what I want for me
Know what's right but I don't care
We take time to realize
Watched our dreams fade into air