Hold up
Stop
Baby now think about it
Don't doubt me I already doubt it
Tried to be about me but I ain't about it
I've been so alone in a room that's crowded
Been lost in two girl's that I ain't founded
Tucked between two worlds like I ain't around it
But I'm feeling trapped right in the middle
And I can't relax or crack this riddle
Don't even ask I won't say a little
About my evil past or my last aquittal
We ain't even last past the next I miss you
Eye
Been working on myself and my thought's just to reach the man to be
Talk to God because I enjoy my sanity
Against the odds I'll save all humanity
But
F*ck
The pain still lingers in my tainted fingers
From writing lessons and the song's I'm singing
I don't know I'm bringing all my pain and thoughts in the words I'm thinking
Lost in the dark with the voices ringing
But I stop and pause because I'm feeling dumb
Getting faded daily just to feel so numb
Stop
Baby now come together
We like two birds from the same feather
The height we flying we could never measure
We was in the weather next to cloudy haze
I was tethered to your rowdy ways
For the better it was just a phase
Dream forever you could die today
F*ck all these girls because they so malicious
Tried to reach the stars that's just so ambitious
Tried to reach your heart and now I'm so suspicious
Every time I start you never let me finish
Eye
Been so alone
Had no path so I create my own
Acid tabs and these turned off phones
Never showed me how to bring you home
But it f*cking taught me how to deal with pain
How to be alone
How to be deranged
But I wish it showed me how to misbehave
We was face to face never eye to eye
Every time I'd chase you
You start to lie
Could never face all of the broken ties
Left me here for your traumatized
Still here wishing that you was mine