Sweetheart, Video (MV)

If I owned a gun I'd be dead already
It'd just be too damn tempting, babe
I know there ain't no god gonna save me
Not from my own soul, babe

I try in vain to convince myself
You make me want tomorrow
Even when I'm busy loving on you
I'm drowning in my sorrow

Darling, if I should go someday
Don't think about it for one second
My fatal flaw is internal decay
To love you was an unearned blessing

Got me so f*cked up I can't breathe
Plagued by the fear that you'll leave
Knowing me, thoughts will eclipse reality
And that'll be what drives you away from me
It'll be me realizing my nightmares
It's my fault nobody cares
I get paralyzed in my head
I've already made and done laid in my bed

I love you so, I love you so
I hope you know, that in your heart you know
But sweetheart, I don't love myself
I don't love myself
Sweetheart, I don't love myself
I, I don't love myself

Got me so f*cked up I can't breathe
Plagued by the fear that you'll leave
Knowing me, thoughts will eclipse reality
And that'll be what drives you away from me
It'll be me realizing my nightmares
It's my fault nobody cares
I get paralyzed in my head
I've already made and done laid in my bed

I love you so, I love you so
I hope you know, that in your heart you know
But sweetheart, I don't love myself
I don't love myself
Sweetheart, I don't love myself
I, I don't love myself