[ Featuring Your M.O.M. ]
Liven this life it's love I'm chasing
She says she likes you then you start dating
Loves too toxic then it starts fading
Going in circles mind is racing
You know the pain when everything's aching
Mind and soul body keeps shaking
Just be happy
How can I do that when my heart is breaking
Stuck in a prison that is my mind
Deep in a place that no one can find
Is it dark down here or am I just blind
Good and evil are always defined
Tryna find a way out but I don't know the layout
Searching for a route but I never see a day out
New thoughts arrive I will fight to be alive
Every day I strive so good can survive
Days of torture the devil perfected
Punished for every time I was tempted
Thoughts in my mind are always so demented
Never ever thought that I would be resented
All I know is shame, he's the one to blame
Never could tame all the evil to my name
Evil thoughts locked up
Break out mess up
That just my luck
Guess I'll just shut up
He say she say gonna be a good day
I say we say am I really okay
He say she say gotta let it all out
I say we say am I on the right route
He say she say gonna be a good day
I say we say am I really okay
He say she say gotta let it all out
I say we say am I on the right route
Shorty tryna get my
Time
She don't know how to lie or
Rhyme
Actin like I made her
Mine
Then telling me I crossed the
Line
One day she be by my
Side
Music loud we going for a
Ride
Apparently she got a
Guy
I guess he ain't super
Fly
That ain't ever happen, I wrote it on a napkin
Guess I'm just rapping, cause life is lacking
I never sleep, that's why I made this beat
I guess that's pretty neat, now I'm cooking up heat
What I am is real, I know how I feel
I made the devil kneel, now let's make a deal
I'm taking your crown, and I'm the king now
I'm on my way down, and I'm running hellbound
He say she say gonna be a good day
I say we say am I really okay
He say she say gotta let it all out
I say we say am I on the right route
He say she say gonna be a good day
I say we say am I really okay
He say she say gotta let it all out
I say we say am I on the right route
It's times like these I wish I was free
Free from the chains I have in my mind
Mind my own business and I would be fine
Find a new path or maybe rewind
Rewind before I made myself blind
Blind to a reason or even a sign
Signed my name and lost track of the time
Time has passed so leave it all behind
So many thoughts I can't control
Voices have found their way out of the hole
Now they just run around raging and rampant
Whispering words I'm unable to dampen
Pain I thought I already overcame
Has only comeback filling me with shame
Who I thought I was was not who I became
No turning back it'll never be the same
He say she say gonna be a good day
I say we say am I really okay
He say she say gotta let it all out
I say we say am I on the right route
He say she say gonna be a good day
I say we say am I really okay
He say she say gotta let it all out
I say we say am I on the right route
