I Don't Want To Do This Again Video (MV)

I don't wanna do this again
Going to family therapy but I don't do what the therapist says Even though that I had told her about all my thoughts she ain't listen to them
Wish I had known that my father had talked to the therapist prior to them
So now I am paying the price, Even when everything's nice
Even when outcomes are bright
Even when the man that I've become is looking at himself and saying that he is not alright
Because when he's looking at himself he sees another person he can now hardly recognize
Changing myself is a horrible habit, that's something that I had just realized
I don't wanna do this again
Going to family therapy but I don't do what the therapist says Even though that I had told her about all my thoughts she ain't listen to them
Wish I had known that my father had talked to the therapist prior to them
Now that I'm older I try to be happy but end up all sad inside
Trying to think about when I was happy I could not recall a time
Lately I just try to think about nothing, it helps on the shorter side
Maybe one day I'll be stronger and then I can work through my younger life
Don't want the reason that I cannot heal is that me it's time to grow
Wanna be able to talk to myself without fearing of being alone
Because that's when my thoughts are all coming out even when I am not feeling so
I think about all the people that gave me a chance and that gave me a home
I don't wanna do this again
Going to family therapy but I don't do what the therapist says Even though that I had told her about all my thoughts she ain't listen to them
Wish I had known that my father had talked to the therapist prior to them
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