D.O.thaBRICK - Douglas Lyrics

I Love Your Music

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My father looking at me like he can't believe I'm his child
Man I was tripping, wouldn't listen, I was getting wild
My own homies used to say I need to tone it down
My OG told me if I keep on geeking I won't be around

Too much longer
I'm dealing with my karma In the form of baby mama drama
And a couple patnaz
Who started faking the funk
Hating because they won't

Get up off they ass and start making it on their own
So I became the target of all that they hate about themselves
It ain't bothering me
I saw the God in me
I know my wealth
Done helped a couple people, couple times
I needed help myself
Yeah I done slipped up but nah I never fell
I done been through hell and back a hunnit times

I ain't let it break me, maybe once or twice
I just had to shake the crazy up out my life
They say it costs to be the boss and I'll be damned if I ain't pay the price
Late night stressing
Still counting blessings
If it ain't kill me then it had to be a lesson in it

But most cases I ain't get it
I was hard headed
If you ask me how I beat the odds, I'll tell you God did it
I hope that God's willing
To forgive me for the sins that I've committed
Trying to make it in this life I'm living
Graveyard shifting
High noon pitching

Hard by the nickels, I was really on a mission
Ta get up out the hood for good, yeah I was truly wishing
The right set of ears would hear my music and just listen
Me and Juice started spitting
When he got the
Keyboard for Christmas And right away we knew that we was different

But it ain't happened as fast as I wanted
So I went off to the army
The shit I've been through to this day it still haunts me
And it costs me my sanity, can it be all so simple
Shit I put my family through I never meant to And my mental ain't the same

From the stress and the strain on the brain
From this game that I played for so long
Hold on
Is what they tell me but I feel like letting go
And I'm on the verge of breaking like them levees down in N O
My kinfolk that used to be ten toes been tripping on me

They the ones who switched
But let them tell it I'm acting different homie

Only God can judge me
By my lonely's how I roll
Born alone, die alone, c'mon you know D.O.
And yo
Lately I've been feeling like I'm failing as a father

Can't seem to cease the beef between my son and daughter
Man that shit is out of order And I'm losing control
On the verge of going crazy man it's draining my soul
When it rains it pours
I don't complain I roll

With the punches even though they come in bunches
I just duck em like it's nothing
Even though they come in bunches I just duck em like it's nothing