Doubting. - Kissed by the Stars Lyrics

I'm still checking storylines
To see if I can catch a glimpse of
The people that left me behind
As if it makes a difference
But I'm so set in sedimentary
Chasing after long lost memories
If I can't keep the one that loved me
Could I ever learn to love myself

Oooooooh
Things aren't gonna change
Not as long as I lay in wait for
Shit to happen out of my control

"What if she returned"
I'd hope we learned
That patience is a virtue we can only earn through hurt
"But is it deserved"
Well does she know her own worth
I only want the best for her
The time is hers to burn

Oooooooh
Things aren't gonna change
Not as long as I lay in wait for
Love to reciprocate
What else can I say
I'm not gonna change
Not as long as I keep on waiting for
Shit to happen out of my control
And it feels so cold

I'm still checking storylines
To see if I can catch a glimpse of
The people that left me behind
As if it makes a difference
But I'm so set in sedimentary
Chasing after long lost memories
If I can't keep the one that loved me
Could I ever learn to love myself

I wish it hadn't hurt so much
I can't control the way it builds up
And I keep screaming my throat raw
I never wanna fall in love again
Could we at least pretend
It never felt right in the moment

Never felt right in the moment
Never felt right in the moment
I never wanna fall in love again
Could we at least pretend
It never felt right in the moment