Doubting. - Seventeen Lyrics

That was the day that she broke up with me
The second time this year
Feels like being doused in gasoline
Set fire to my heart to dry my tears
Is this my drink or the anxiety?
Sudden palpitations ring my ears
Is this what life is like at seventeen
Surely we can only improve from here

Meeting again at someone's house party
Just before the beers kicked in
Now she says it's no apology
But she's finally ready to still be friends
That was when I lost my train of thought
Around the 6th or 7th shot
Then it was straight from the bottle she had tilted in her hand
Sterilizing my heart where my spirit hangs
My spirit hangs

I've heard it all before
Just say it one more time
Rehearse the lines, fabricate your alibi
Maybe if I sit still
She'll think I'm paralyzed
I just hope I can make it out alive

She says that he's a perfect 10
In a voice that tells of her intent
And by the time I count to ten I bet
They're making out again (Yeah they're making out again)

Turns out the stairs are my new best friend tonight
And when I leave, the curb will be on my side
I know I'm not what you want or need or believe in
But you're the one that f*cked with my heart so many goddamn times
Why not one more time?

I've heard it all before
Just say it one more time
Rehearse the lines, fabricate your alibi
Maybe if I sit still
She'll think I'm paralyzed
I just hope I can make it out alive

I just hope that I can make it out alive
I just hope that I can make it out alive
I just hope that I can make it out alive

I've heard it all before
Just say it one more time
Rehearse the lines, fabricate your alibi
Maybe if I sit still
She'll think I'm paralyzed
I just hope I can make it out alive

I've heard it all before
Just say it one more time
Rehearse the lines, fabricate your alibi
Maybe if I sit still
She'll think I'm paralyzed
I just hope I can make it out alive