Doubting Thieves - Isolation Lyrics

As I sit here
I can't feel anything that I thought was real
I don't know why
This institution would choose to lie
Instead of absolution
Why don't you just tell me what you want
Let it all out in front of me
Listen to me now
The wolves outside the door are menacing
Can you feel it digging it's way back inside?
Can you fight it? Let it crawl back in your mind.
Breath it in and out just let it take control
Understand this hate you have will thrive full force.
Why can't I find a true meaning to stay alive?
I push away the ones that love most
But the voice inside my head is what will take this soul
Can you see the pain in my eyes
I know that you see clearly
And I swear it's not me
And I know it's controlling
I need to get outta this place
It's a f*cking disgrace
It's pulling me down under the current
Get me outta this place
I thought I told you to tell me what you wanted from me
But I guess that's too much to ask
When the f*ck will you let me go
I'm tired of being at your demise