They say pain don't last forever but it's been a while
Getting through this hurt and I'm just barley learning how to smile
On my name it's dirt from Judging me off my profile
Showing love and hate it's safe to say that their versatile
Get my feelings hurt today and I won't feel a thing tomorrow
Remember when I used to pray just hoping I ain't see tomorrow
Never check if I'm okay but reaching for an hand to borrow
Every time I elevate these trials always seem to pile
Never show support until your cool enough for them follow
Always been the one lead I never been the one follow
Bleed the same but different color skin, hard pill to swallow
No bodies afraid of sin cause every bodies in denial
Afraid of having kids in this world full of pedophiles
Through the thick and thin made to win never fragile
Fighting demons deep within thoughts were screaming suicidal
Reading Psalms 51:10 I demand revival
In this world it's survival of the fittest
Everybody dealing with their own type of sickness
The love of God is real cause it's something that I witnessed
The enemy came to kill so you have to stay attentive
Collecting all my royalties catch me at the airport
Nowadays loyalty is something you have to ask for
I been trusting God more using him as my backboard
Living in the moment I been learning not to fast forward
Steering in my own lane starring out my dashboard
Anytime I feel pain I just got to rap more
Anytime it rains you can catch me on dance floor
Never been the main character I have to act more
Yeah
Cause life's been hard and I can't even lie
But I came far cause you know that I tried
From an open heart to an open mind
They say pain don't last forever but it's been a while
Getting through this hurt and I'm just barley learning how to smile
On my name it's dirt from Judging me off my profile
Showing love and hate it's safe to say that their versatile
Get my feelings hurt today and I won't feel a thing tomorrow
Remember when I used to pray just hoping I ain't see tomorrow
Never check if I'm okay but reaching for an hand to borrow
Every time I elevate these trials always seem to pile
Checking off my checklist just do it, can't procrastinate
Tried to ruin my character you know I had to navigate
Open wounds only God can heal, don't need no band-Aid
Live the life I'm rapping I'm the only one that can translate
Homebody I be really chilling in my bat cave
Big body lifting all this weight up off my shoulders
For Nobody I will ever have to validate
Lil Yatchty, Big Boat feeling like I'm Noah
How you claiming that you free then go pick your man's up
Never bought a plan B I just kept my pants up
How you still claiming these streets when you gonna man up
You been warming your seat when you gonna stand up
Ohhhhh
I been working harder I been getting further
I been moving proper turned to an observer
Trusting in my father blessings that I nurture
They say pain don't last forever but it's been a while
Getting through this hurt and I'm just barley learning how to smile
On my name it's dirt from Judging me off my profile
Showing love and hate it's safe to say that their versatile
Get my feelings hurt today and I won't feel a thing tomorrow
Remember when I used to pray just hoping I ain't see tomorrow
Never check if I'm okay but reaching for an hand to borrow
Every time I elevate these trials always seem to pile
Yeah
From the high and the lows I never fold
You know that I know that I always glow
In the darkest times I never let go
Need you by my side always
Need you by my side
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Cause they say pain don't last forever but it's been a while
Getting through this hurt and I'm just barley learning how to smile