Drain Maria - Stupid Head Lyrics

I'll put aside 10 hours to resent myself
Cause I like living in this man-made hell
Don't ask me why or how I know it doesn't ever get better, I don't like to progress
Cause I'm so happy that my smile's upside down
Maybe i think i look cooler when I'm down
Try to pick my head up off the ground
But my stupid head wants to frown
19 years I learned to hate myself because
I don't like talking and I don't like help
Cause you can double up on paychecks but you can't buy mental health
Cause when I'm feeling like a zombie I'll just blame it on my wealth again
Cause I'm so happy that my smile's upside down
Maybe i think i look cooler when I'm down
Try to pick my head up off the ground
But my stupid head wants to frown
At least I'm not hell bent on death
But don't ever hold your breath
Cause I'm so happy that I'm crying on the ground
Cause I'm so happy that my smile's upside down
Maybe i think i look cooler when I'm down
Try to pick my head up off the ground
But my stupid head wants to frown
But my stupid head wants to frown
But my stupid head wants to frown
At least I look cool when I'm down