Shining lights above me
You can never feel this way
Dreams of what it could be
But I still can't think
Tell me that you love me
Gaze that look upon your face
Thoughts of going else where
As I sip another drink
Telling lies through the clenching of my teeth
Sorry baby, my perceptions weak
Can't control, what I say
I'm not me
Losing my own vision
To escape the reality
Numbing my own feelings
To find some inner peace
Asking what I'm worth now
What it's really supposed to mean
I can't seem to find the light
Within my life
All these images running through my brain
All enticing to make me go insane
Can't pretend, I never did
I'm not me
It's not hard to see simplicity
Take a deep breath and you'll see
Don't go searching for what you can't find
Baby don't go off worry
Take a different view and you'll be
Shining through a different night
You can make a better life
As I sip another drink