The Dreaming Insomniacs - Low Lyrics

Laying in bed
Not a happy thought comes
I want to have love
But I can't find the one
The works way too hard
Just to be let down
I end up acting like a
God damn clown
As I law down
And struggle to breathe
I don't know why
This is happening to me
I lie awake every
Single agonizing night
Avoiding dreams
Drama, and internal fight
Gasping for air with
No time to breathe
I want an instant fix
But it's all up to me
I'm waging a war
On my two sided brain
Can't seem to break
Free from all the atrocious pain
Waiting and wanting
For some sort of change
But it'll never come
Through to me if
I keep acting in vein..
In closing for
All that I care
Things can be hard,
But I can't be there.
I need to build my life
From the low ground up
And I have to do that
Without you around.
Ok? Good Luck..