Alive; or so for now, it seems
Arrived; my non-somatic dreams
Belief
Despicable, applicable
A failing nonsense I abhor
For every time it's come to knock upon my door
I retreat
Lock the doors and draw the blinds
I'll keep it here with me inside
And I know you know that it's not enough
And you know I know that I'll never be enough
Will you find me in never
Find me in never after
Find me in nothing?
When left to my own devices, I will withdraw from anything and everything
Expecting death is the next knock on my door
I retreat
Trapped in a hell of my design, I can't help sinking further into it, once again without hope
Will you paint me a picture
Where the sky is still blue?
Will you show me a fixture
Where the happy ending is still true?
Will you paint me a picture
Where the sky is still blue?
Will you find me in never after?