Drod - loose ends Lyrics

I lost hope
With love songs
I know that fairytale
Propped on the screen
Is all not at all
Just what it seems
So I go toss
And turn a new page
You better keep your draining thoughts
Right at the door
Why can't I go and be happy
With no loose ends
I saw what happened all last week
With arguments
I kept pushing on through saw it all go down
Turned up last night on my best friends couch
Crashing each party I'm in
There's no use in defending
Fighting off loose ends
Cause lately i've been down on my luck
Caught some lighting in a bottle
But the feeling went numb
And I dreamed so high that I'm starting to feel stuck
Catch the wind in my tail
I know summer has sprung
Listen in what I'm saying don't ignore the breeze
Before the cash, clout, pain, and the royalties
I soak it all in
Sifting through the nonsense
Praying for my lost friends
Had a good time
Still the same old lies
Pain on both sides
A lonely summer
Watch it all go by
But I keep my roots
Ten toes in the sand
And I stay fighting loose ends
But I'm numb
And so gone
Can I
Stay rising up
Doubts can't save me
Why can't I go and be happy
With no loose ends
I saw what happened all last week
With arguments
I kept pushing on through saw it all go down
Turned up last night on my best friends couch
Crashing each party I'm in
There's no use in defending
Fighting off loose ends