Why do you always do this to Me
(Why)
I hate being caught in my head
(Why am I always in here)
Get me out
(Somebody)
You think she's proud to call you son?
(You're not good enough)
You think they proud to call you brother?
(It's all fake love)
Oh you really thought she was the one
You really thought she was your lover (She hates you)
All of these thoughts they keep tearing me down
I scream so loud but everywhere I look there's nobody around
I could have tried so much harder
But then I f*cked it all up
Whether I'm on the beat
Or whether I'm in the streets
I'm just doing me and im always gonna be
So why you talking about that shit you dont know
How do you know me if I dont know me at all
Whether I'm on the beat
Or whether I'm in the streets
I'm just doing me and im always gonna be
So why you talking about that shit you dont know
How do you know me if I dont know me at all
Why you talking about me
You dont know me at all
Grew up in white America
Dad beat me with the bible belt
How the f*ck was a kid supposed to dream of all this heaven
If everything around me in my life was hell
Fed me lots of pills to control the way I had felt
The drug I still do till this day is herb because I like the smell
The pills eventually took me to a place where I ain't like myself
Whether I'll pay for it later on I guess that time will tell
My mother's voice was soothing to me like the chime of bells
When god took her away from me it was the lime or kelp
The green inside my blunt had offered me the slightest help
I'll make it out one day no matter how much I've climbed and fell
Soul is deep and body full of water I'm something like a well
Mr get a pack and flip it quickly to the clientele
I wonder if you read those letters I'd write you from my cell
I wonder if he knew when he beat her I'd take his life myself
I wonder if any of my teachers thought that I'd do quite this well
And I never thought after the pain I'd think that life is swell
But I do so this the true story that I'd like to tell
I've come a long way from Mr cry for help
Yeah that's a long f*cking journey to find myself
A long f*cking road without no help
I look to the stars
I've done come so far
How I go so hard
I hold this pain close to my heart
Whether I'm on the beat
Or whether I'm in the streets
I'm just doing me and im always gonna be
So why you talking about that shit you dont know
How do you know me if I dont know me at all
Don't know me at all
Why you talking about me
You dont know me at all