DTVM - Dull Lyrics

Jesus
I want to know you for real
Right in the way is my feels
Right behind that is my fears
I might act like I'm all fierce
Honestly holding back tears
How could I move up a tier
My future ain't looking so clear

I don't where to go
I been trying to be patient but God this is slow
What am I doing not really pursuing if so man I feel like it's all for a show
It's how I got raised so it's all that I know
Tired of waiting for something to glow
Got to do something to fill up my soul
I know if it ain't your will it's all dull

I know life so dull outside your plan
I try to ride the wave but hydroplane
Losing control I'm 'bout to go insane

Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull

What do I do with my hope
I tried to go put in music without your permission and runaway like we eloped
But that went show the road to the top is a slippery slope

I slipped and I fell the very first step
Back into my shell back into the nest
Back where I started I'm getting upset
Don't want to accept it punching my desk
Honestly not cause of all of the fame and respect in the game and the cash and checks
I know that none that holds any value
I'm mad cause it's empty inside of my chest
I'm putting all this time and this effort in music
Cause I wanna feel like I'm joining a movement
Cause I wanna feel like it's good what I'm doing
But maybe I'll lay it to rest

I know life so dull outside your plan
I try to ride the wave but hydroplane
Losing control I'm 'bout to go insane

Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull-

I don't want to show this to anyone
I don't want to show this to anyone
I don't want to show this to anyone

I don't want to show this to anyone
Yeah it's cause I'm insecure and I know what the root of the problem is
I just can't dig up the end of one
All of this digging is making big trenches I gotta make sure not to fall in one
Taking my shot but I'm going in circles like mini gun
Feeling like nothing is changing that's under the sun
It's all the same man everything dies
Even the sun set after it rise
I try to pray but it feel like the only thing there is the clouds in the sky

I know life so dull outside your plan
I try to ride the wave but hydroplane
Losing control I'm 'bout to go insane

Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull can't make the cut
Life feeling dull