I'm Cool Video (MV)

I sip my coffee like I'm cool, I'm done with being self-effacing
I buy new records, though I know we've still got old ones in the basement
And I'm finally happy, nobody asked me,
I'm still the queen of over and under-reacting
It's the kind of joy that find me once I've given up on learning how to chase it
Nurse half a headache, but it's fine, i'll down an Advil with my breakfast
And that woman walking thinking I'm beautiful and absolutely steadfast
And I'm finally happy, though nothing happened,
I had a dream I died, but woke already laughing
I like the winter, It reminds me nothing's terrible forever
It's neverendless
And I'm still looking for you, though you still disgust me
I think it would make it pretty funny if you loved me
No I'm not pretending like I'm floating high above this
I don't wanna want this once I'm grown
And I'm still looking for you, knowing that you won't care
Wish that you could see me since I've given up my long hair
I've been turning corners hoping maybe you would be there
Nothing's gonna be there though, I know
But it's cool
My teeth are chattering, I'm cool
And nothings mattering, I'm cool
I'm hip and happening, I'm
Not just an afterthought, I'm
I sip my coffee like I'm cool
I know already that I'm cool
I'm slow and steady, but I'm cool
Not half as heavy, but I'm cool