The End? Video (MV)

This the end right?
Damn
So story starts, "Once upon in the time..."
Using this every time
Using the same line
Using the same rhyme
Doin it every time
Maybe Im not creative
But it's not about me
Dummy Fred gonna do a song for the streets
The place he had never lived
It's about
64, 46 neighborhood
Where the place looked like my hood
Building from USSR
Feel like living here
Glad we apart
Place gave me so much memories
Bad and good
Used to play and walk with my nephew Saeed
In his hood
His house was so small
Old apartment
Old hall
Old rooms
And an old woman
That's my auntie, gold woman
Used to play SEGA mega drive with my bro
Call from old phone
Mom sayin
"how long gonna stay, son?"
I answered:"Forever, Mom"
This place felt more like home
More like my double decker house
Miss the time when i was so small
Times when i never thought about
My
Feelings
Future
Pictures
Figures
Studies
Love and plans
Let's go back in past man
Back in times when i was ten, bro
Summer 2014, you know how it feels
Sun beaming
Daydreaming like it is for real
Fighting with the boys
And making up again
And that's why we decided
Only we can be friends
Used to play some games with Saeed outside
Spider-Man
TMNT
And seek and hide
"say right, hide and seek"
"play right, do not peek"
Man, I remember there was a lil dirt on my cheeks
Man I remember there was so quiet on the streets
Man I remember how we just were walking down on the streets
Telling so stupid stories
So loud
So much passion we had
Oh lad
My teeth were so bad
Couldn't eat an apple normally
Lookin like an anomally
I forgot a lot of stupid things that i did
But what I remember is a birth of a kid
It's a girl
Her name's Mehrona
Big brown eyes
I wanna
Kiss this face but she scared of me
Cries every time i smile
Promised that she will love me
Not now but after a while
I remember how in 2015 there was snow in April
Or some another day
Now it's time to play
Some games at home, bro
Turn Sega Megadrive
I was never alone, tho
Man i was so alive
I had no phone
Bro, ipad just came on
We were playin till we sleep
Wake up at 5
Secret i couldn't keep
Then we were drinking coffee till we sleep again
Man
I've never thought that i want to be a kid again
I was walking with a spider suit
Got sick
I guess that was a flu
Never lots of friends
Brother i had few
I hate qeues of people
And also hate news
There was such a good times
Bro, I can't even find rhymes
I wasn't so mean
And the world was so green
But let's go back in time
When I'm seventeen
Bro
Sitting in the mall
Eating fishie-roll
Got a phone call from mom
She told
"how long gonna stay son?"
I said
"I will be at 9 mom"
"By the way can i go to auntie's?"
That was so strange to ask
But my mommy said
"Okay, but u better be at 8!"
There was no hate
I said "I will, Mom"
Then I'm walking in the park
With the same name as mine
And thought I had no words to find
And was planning goin home till it's not a night
Then asked Farrel
"am i doin right?"
"Am I doin wrong?"
"I just want to see my girl Mehron"
She told me:" man, whatever u choose"
Okay, got nothing to lose
So cold
January 2022
Im walking like a fool
Shivering timbers
Looking at river
Looks like a swamp
Feeling so dumb
Actually I am
But feeling so numb
Cold is going through ck jacket
My hands freezing, have to clap it
Going dark like my summer skin
So crowded in the street I'm walking in
46 neighbourhood
Look like I'd never would
Live in
Should go out
But I breathe in
Then I breathe out
Seeing kids playin outside
Never understood
Is that eastside or northside?
But cuss like they from westside
Is they 5 or 6 at a look?
The way they cuss made me shook.
Ugh
Whatever man
Have to go in
Knock-knock
Who's that?
It's me.
Then she opened up the door with the keys
Sounded like Saeed
But that's my girl Nilou
She said "welcome"
Didn't bring me even soup
I'm not judging
Like, why I have to?
Random guy walk in yo house
And asking where's yo mother
Then she answered that she left with her brother
That means i just came to bother
House was not the same
There were lots of change
It was beautiful
But it feels so unfamiliar
Stars on the ceiling
They were trillions
How many reasons to leave?
Million
Then I'm seeing my girl Mehron
Her fear is gone
Now she running right to my hands
Saying bye to her friends
Hugging tight
Kissing both of my cheeks
Smiling, laughing
Sayin that she loves me
Damn
I did it
No Saeed.
Better go home
I just came to bother, bro
It's been so long
No more laughing faces
No more sunny days as those
It's been 8 years
It's been so long
Damn
Never thought that I will miss some days from my childhood
Nothing is the same right now.
Drafts volume one
Done.