Blurred Dream Video (MV)

Poor me, is this perhaps the meaning?
Musing, I try to realize the whys

I lower the shield; so is this how it feels?
All I want is some peace of mind
Rob, don't give in even if it's so uneasy
I think I'm living on the boundary line

All you were's kind a blurred dream
And seems not far to what now I'm
I feel it's like a mount to climb
So hard to accept it
All we were's kind a blurred dream

Cold wind, come here, it's time to wake me
Cold wind, please make stop to cry

I lower the shield; so Is this how it feels?
All I want is some peace of mind
Rob, don't give in even if it's so uneasy
I think I'm living on the boundary line

All you were's kind a blurred dream
And seems not far to what now I'm
I feel it's like a mount to climb
So hard to accept it
All we were's kind a blurred dream