Dxwnsides - Bleed Lyrics

Something died inside of me that night when I just watched you bleed
I hope you know how much you mean, but I still have to let you know
Both of my hands are tied and I'm sorry you had to wait so long
I could have done better if I tried
And I just can't convince myself I'm doing better than last night
Because I just lay awake in the dark and sat and listened to you cry
And I've never hated myself more and thats why
Something died inside of me that night when I just watched you bleed
I hope you know how much you mean, but I still have to let you know
I'm sorry
You know how I'm feeling
Because all I do is hold back and conceal things
So tell me why the f*ck I'm not healing
I'm tired and I'm sick of this feeling
Like you said
I'm running away from every problem that's just in my head
And I know they are
I held back and kept myself from telling you everything that I should have
But you're here so far
I'll look down, to find no strength in myself to feel alive and to try and help
I'll hold you close, our empty bodies lie together in your bed
I tried my best to help you bloom, just like those flowers that we grew from my arms
The ones that bled
I'm sorry
You know how I'm feeling
Because all I do is hold back and conceal things
So tell me why the f*ck I'm not healing
I'm tired and I'm sick of this feeling
I'm sorry
You know how I'm feeling
Because all I do is hold back and conceal things
So tell me why the f*ck I'm not healing
I'm tired and I'm sick of this feeling
Something died inside of me that night when I just watched you bleed
I hope you know how much you mean, but I still have to let you know
Something died inside of me that night when I just watched you bleed
I hope you know how much you mean, but I still have to let you know