Dying Species - Turn Back The Clock Lyrics

I don't want your company when I am miserable
Cause you're just too happy and that makes me feel more low
But don't take it personally when I don't call
I just need some time to myself to deal with it all
I really hate my life
Don't know why I go on
Yeah I get suicidal
That's why I won't own a gun
Cause I'd probably kill myself
One shot right through the face
All of those other suicides take too long to kill the pain
But, that's enough suicide talk
Yeah, things are rough, but not that rough
I just can't seem to get enough of a break
Guess that's just my f*ckin' luck
I know what I need to do though it's not gonna be easy
I need to lift my head & leave all this behind me
And stop thinking about what I would've done
If I could turn back the clock and do it all again
So that's enough thinking back
It's time I start to look ahead
I don't know what'll become of me
Guess I'll just have to wait and see
Once I get through this misery