psychodelic-story_mushroom_man Video (MV)

I was stranded
Trudging in a forest
Lumber standed tall above the earth's crusted pan
Gave the planet knuckle sandwiches
But all the giant trees made me just feel abandoned
When just then, heard a mumble from the mushroom-man
His wizards beard, twisted ears, the size of my muffin hand
We each were a little feared, he spoke of another land
I was like what man I don't understand
He said to me, listen man don't travel down that road
Black stone path takes you back to your past
So I asked him what would happen though
He said you'd realize you were an asshole
I said f*ck that, I heard there's some cash and gold
Grabbed my old hatchet out my backpack
And said I'll be back
The mushroom-man said no you won't
Still I kept on going, I was all by my own
The trail winded, soon my mind started reminding me
Of some older times
When I just went ding dong ditching, egging houses
Then I'd hide, peeving pissing people off
And get my adrenaline through an IV
I was never violent
But some thoughts I shouldn't have spoken
People that I've ghosted, promises I've broken
A million times I've jotted in my notes
To reach out to people to say I'm sorry
But I don't
Oh I keep on focusing on me
Old roommates used to say I was accidentally shady
And I realized my whole life maybe been that way
I never meant to be fake, I was just learning from mistakes
I'm better than I was, worse than everything great
I don't think I'm troubled
And soon the scenery crumbled
Everything was nothing but dust and some rubble
All my senses muffled
All I hear is
Why you such an asshole
I was like what was that for
Talking to myself, no one was that close
Spaced out only time I feel at home
Back in the forest, mushroom-man gone
Damp on the floor, muddy as my thoughts
Dusty as my socks, but I know I'm never lost
You gotta break that pigeon hole
But the box was never locked