Hit me with heavy distortion
I had an abortion
I took a bath with Jesus at 5:30 in the morning
In the morning
Now its all down the drain like drip drip
My friends ask did you really write this
The jam sound sweet
But your honey bee sour
Homie I get paid by the hour
For now its just bag chasing and job security
Posts on instagram just to hide my insecurities
Isolate myself and feel how people are ignoring me
Love me hate I hope god saves me
Cause my parents still hate me
But its better as of lately
And damn its been hard
Just bought my first car
Won the lottery just to buy some gas
Another forty hours
Yeah I'm busting my ass
Hate to look back I forgot my past
Nothing ever lasts forever
Burn holes in all my sweaters
For better or worse
Shut the car door
Look who you really do it all for
Look like you still been at war with yourself
Okay I'ma be me
Even if hurts your feelings
Tell me if I hit that ceiling
Tell me when I got you reeling back and forth
Oh no
I never got A's but I stayed atypical
Always played the part
Just being individual
I got place to stay but I don't stack residuals
I trust that one day
Yeah I'm gonna stack residuals
I got a studio and its in my f*cking closet
I don't wanna talk shit
I just wanna make a hit
God don't forsake me
And momma don't hate me
Hit me with heavy distortion
I had an abortion
I took a bath with Jesus at 5:30 in the morning
In the morning