Ea5e - Down Bad Lyrics

I'm tired of bein' broke, I'm tired of bein' bummy
I go to sleep with no food in my tummy
I be so hungry to the point that it ain't funny
What's the point of gettin' a girl when I ain't got no money?
I wanna pay for some, but can't pay for nothin'
I swear I'm down bad & I ain't een frontin'
It's so sad, I'm so mad, that I'm down bad
Feel the hurt in this verse I was gifted with a curse
Man it hurt when livin' check to check won't work
I hustle my ass off and it don't show for shit
Imma real artist but they don't notice it
This shit make me wanna start robbing again
I was up but now that I'm fallin' again
God I'm ready for a blessin' 'cause I swear that you been testing
Imma start second guessin', but I don't mean to question
Now I ain't sayin' that I doubt you, I just wanna be everything I'll amount to
But I can't talk amounts when my pockets empty
Stomach growling you can feel it in me, down bad for a minute
Gotta watch how I spend it, dawg I have to go & get it
You be cappin' like a fitted, I'm so tired of struggling
I wanna get my weight up like I'm hustlin'
I'm tired of bein' broke, I'm tired of losin' hope
Man this ain't a joke, I'm starving as this song get wrote
I want my money long 'cause life is so short
These niggas sheep I'm tryna be the goat
This my only dream, this my only purpose, pain deeper than the ocean
Can't see it on the surface, you ain't never seen pain, you ain't seen this
If you really want it then you gotta take a risk, I smell codeine when I piss
It ain't sweet when I make them bullets kiss
Niggas rappin' bout thangs that they never did
That's why they sleep on me like a sedative, & I'd hate to sound repetitive
But you spitting bout a life yeen never lived, I say what I mean
I mean what I say, how I'm gon eat today? I can't focus when I pray
Get to shakin' like a jay, but you won't get in my way
I gotta eat this time, I gotta feed the grind, shady ass niggas won't stop my shine
But like a model without make up I'll be fine
I'm tired of bein' broke, I'm tired of bein' sad, I'm tired of bein' mad
I'm tired of bein' down bad, I'm tired of bein' down bad, tired of bein' down bad
Tired of bein' down bad, I'm down but I'm gon be up nigga
F*ck these fake ass niggas I'm the real thang