EBC - Confessions Lyrics

I can't believe I'm even sittin' down and writin' this
I'll try to keep it real and fight thru all the ignorance
If I fall the clock is tickin till I'm back to this
Watch tried to hold her hand I guess she had a broken wrist
We had met and I was every night hoe to hoe
I found a different typa eye cus' you kept it slow
I played a different typa act so you could let me know
But little did I know You wanted JD on the low damn

Image that you played is only what you wanted me to see
My mind started falling for a vision Wasn't me
By the time I realized well I was well I was in too deep
I knew the clock was always ticking til I had to set you free
I feel bad cus' to be honest she don't know no better
She has't learned that grass is only greener after rainy weather
And I can't trip because you know I'm making steady cheddar
How a wife turns to feeling like I never met her
Yeah how a wife turns to feeling like I never met her

Now a days I'm out there f*cking for the function
I pull up and they know I'm always leaving here with something
Popping honey cus' these drugs always got me slumping
F*cking badder bitches yet I just don't feel nothing
She only got one friend, the others don't even like her
I see her lying to herself at the end of the cycle
It's so sad, and they gon' tell her that I'm lying
But the grapevine's loud, you know it's true when I be rhyming
She got her connects and that's fine But deep down she knows that the city's all mine
While her circle's on due time yeah that's facts, listen

You gotta listen to these lyrics as I write them down
I ain't rapping I'm just speaking from the heart for now
I did some dirt in Mexico it came back around
Know that karma always hits you hard know I found out
I know I lied I was south on the map, Your best friend called I had shawty on my lap
Only cus' you left my ass once then you cameback
And you handed me the clap clap clap clap

And I ain't trippin' cus' you know I got a different style
The bad bitches love me talking when I'm going wild
Communication something you don't understand
So I'm on my knees praying for the strength of your next man
You don't believe in God, you hate when I talk about him
You never liked my friends, yet we only met because you wanted to f*ck them
And that's real Elci know the deal, Cullen got it sealed
NG had my back when your ass had me in my feels
Henao cheffing up the knowledge, he be making meals
Me and JD smoking pack after pack, Talking flowers in the field
I got Nolan in the studio, we giving y'all the chills
I did some wrong but I know I'm really right
I beat that kid's ass he was looking for a fight, You was never supposed to be my wife
I couldn't look at you at night and tell myself I got it right
These the things you learn in life

Back in the game like I never left, I got a motive and you ain't seen nothing yet
They know my name around the world and I still can't rest
If life is a class then I pass the test, I'm the best
Said what I would do and then and I did it, Future was a vision, now I wake up and I'm in it
Tell me that you love me, you can tell me if you hate me
But you can't deny the fact that what I do is so prolific
Now I slow it down for the little men, Slow it down for the funny men
Talking all the smoke, talking all the heat
Why don't you pull up on me and do something then Pussy
I run the game, you're a rookie
Dime at the crib and she's giving me the cookie
Phone propped up and she looked me in my eyes and I kid you not
She said let's make a movie, ah please

I'm 0 for 3 so now I'm over you, This type of disrespect is just overdue
I'm sick of falling hard and being overused, So I'm with my next bitch and it's nothing new
I'm on a wave
I'm on a wave
She never wanted to be saved now
I'm in the gym pushing weight like I'm Henao
Locked in with the crew so they listen to everything I f*cking say now
Flick at the bar, get the girls in the frame now
I know I lied, I never truly lied, If you could live in my mind you'd know why
So stay fly and don't cry, Cause I'ma be me till the day I die I'm out

Mixtape 5 coming soon, Probably, I don't know
Life's not a movie, But it is cinema