Eddie Branch - Lotus Lyrics

I always l look over my shoulder like a soldier holds his holster
I know when he say hold up, hot situations turn to molten
And I know this girl is golden, so I console but I can't hold her
My cap is spilling all of these lines of paranoia

I told my soul to hold on but these coals are burning hotter
I hold my broken arms out and I don't care if yours are longer
Told you once before I'm onto better things over yonder
You used to be the clyde to my bon, now you're the tonka to my honda

Actually... it's acura, accuracy is not my motive
Attack me if you will but I know the sacred motions
Mix these potions feeling potent on my toes but I'm not broken
I'm just hanging out; You can see me through the hole, but please just

Give me a moment...
I'm not sore I'm just hopeless
And I know that you know this
But I think we're all hopeless
And in the moment I'm focused
They see drowning and floating
I hold my liquor I'm gloating
That I'm not drowning, I'm lotus

I thought of loading my fortune cause I'm a ghost i'm unnoticed
Go blow for blow for my totals? It's not my motion of ocean
Tag on my toe for devotion, know it's not worth the commotion
Know that the folks you hold so close they'll be drifting and foldin

And when you're given the most, won't notice portents of omen
It's important to know the difference between a bitch and a homie
And it's Just like my mama told me: trust no one, trust the lordie lord
He got my soul on hold I'm not your mold when i'm recording

Give me a moment...
I'm not sore I'm just hopeless
And I know that you know this
But I think we're all hopeless
And in the moment I'm focused
They see drowning and floating
I hold my liquor I'm gloating
That I'm not drowning, I'm lotus