Edvn - Hope Lyrics

Prescription pills and empty bottles
Life's passing by, can't take my foot of the throttle
I wish I could step of the train
And walk the long road home again
Knock on your door and step inside
Lay there with you in bed all night
'Cause with you I felt secure
And of all the warmth I long for yours
All this pain that I've endured
You could wash away it all once more
Life moves on and that time is gone
But the pain inside will last for long
And all I have are the memories we made
Now I just wish that I had stayed
Regretting the past is no good
But if I could change it I would
That is not the way life goes
So I drink alone when nobody knows
So that one day I'll be better again
And I hope
I'll meet myself then
At the bottom of an empty bottle
I found my new normal
And after everything that I've been through
That's the least I can do
Lonely nights and empty beds
My fragile heart is bleeding red
If I could just hold you for tonight
I'll, make sure that I
Show you that you don't need someone else
Go back to before I left
When we were still two
Oh, honey how I miss you
Now I take medicine to help me cope
And somewhere there I find some hope
So that one day I'll be better again (I'll be better)
And I hope
I'll meet myself then (I will meet myself)
At the bottom of an empty bottle (Bottom of)
I found my new normal (My new normal)
And after everything that I've been through
That's the least I can do