Ef Havoc - My Story (Radio Edit) Lyrics

I just got off the phone with my mom talking about how I want to be one of the greats
She inferred I should forget it and just focus on my grades
So I went to school in the morning got there late
And I learned detention come back with homework and I ain't gonna finish it

So I been outta school now for a little bit
My D's don't hold me back I don't focus on that no not it
For a bit of time I've been I've been doing fine
Like I really don't care at all about certain shh
I'm pretty pretty blunt when it comes to politics
I can agree stopping babies is

Like not my forte I don't like is wrong with you

And I'm pretty blunt when people ask me what they want
I don't infer it I tell 'em get I tell 'em get outta my lawn
No internet connection where I where live because I wanna block people sometimes

Like I do not care at all who you are who are you
Who do who do who you are who you you think you are or who you know at all

Like my momma haven't talked to her for months
My my my my my grandpa haven't talked to him too
Simply because he's the father of you mom honestly
You put me through so much through so much and I can say honestly like I love you I really do
You love me too you're good at heart but parenting no you you
I know that you need some help with that
Cause you don't understand parenting you understand stick
You you marri marri married him just because you had a kid
If you wouldn't of done that your life would be better oh shh
It's getting real you you stand understand that you know
That you don't love 'em you just love your baby like like
If that's not true then I don't know what the I I I I I I is you
Better say the earth is flat cause that's as true as that

If you did not have that kid you wouldn't of been married
And christianity does not equal divorce and budweiser makes you wiser in the topic of remorse
Like I don't I dont ca ca care what you think but christianity and your hypocrisy do not sync
Like oh my God God
What the actual God you've done so much sin so much sin God would send you to hell like

Is wrong with you you're not a christian you don't follow that
Like stop pretending if there is a higher power like God if there is
He knows that you're faking it 'n you're not even fooling me
And you're not fooling yourself so what the f

Sorry I just ranted for like an hour I had to cut all that out because I got that power
I got my computer here that couldn't afford a new one and if it got stealed I'd probably
I don't even know don't even know don't even know

I'm literally recording in my room 'cause I can't afford a studio a studio a studio a studio
'N it sounds pretty good to me how does it sound to you like
Ha ha
I think its okay It's real and that's okay

I mean this is how I cope how I cope
I'm talking to you now and I'm coping I'm doing this so wow
I don't I don't know like this is just me
I don't even have a beat right now I'm just talking into my internal microphone
On my phone on my phone on mac
Like I don't even have a mic and it sounds good on the track
'Cause I know how to edit and learned that that myself haven't been to college
But I'm still doing well like

Grades high school
You should stay in it don't just leave school
But try to get good grades if you don't got a plan b this is mine
And I'm doing fine so you you see
I was bad in school I got d d deez nuts 'n d's
Just to clarify ugh grades
I had a finalization In my thoughts saying
I don't care I'm never gonna use it I'll work on my music my music music

Oh yeah by the way literally every clean version of a song
I'm ever gonna make ever is gonna have a meme in it so in it so in it so