EG - Untitled (Freestyle) (feat. SSG Marci) Lyrics

My friends have done lied to me They said they would be there for me
But they f*cking lied to me How come whenever I need my friends the most
They always go ghost
Friends disappear like magic My life been tragic
Thank you for asking I cry out for help but nobody be listening

I be dealing with a lot of shit I be hiding my emotions from my friends
I don't want them to know how I be feeling
Friends say they care about me But how come they don't check up on me
I guess they're busy with life or some shit

When I'm gone, when I'm gone, when I'm gone, when I'm gone
You can drop that like you cared about me
When I'm gone it's gonna be a good day for
My friends When I'm gone you can finally be happy without
Me

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna live So I be harming myself like everyday
Now got scars on my body I don't tell anyone how I be feeling
Cause I don't want them to worry
My life been tragic from the start Stormy me days all by myself

I had to put away my heart Niggas wasn't by my side
When I was pushing through my scars In my mind I'm facing demons
So I'm pushing you so far I was struggling since a kid
I had nobody by my side I was locked up in them cells

I had to push through all the time Call my mama through that phone
I hate the way that shit's crying Gotta stay out on my own
Cause niggas really out here dying And I won't ever trust a soul
Niggas really out here faking I won't ever trust a ho

Love my niggas from the block And I hope that they never fold
Soda pop filled with the white Can I just feel it in my soul
I'm these drugs and girl I'm sorry For the things I put you through
If I die tonight If I die tonight

Would you even care? Would you even care
Why does life have to be so unfair? Why does life have to be so unfair
Everyday I be faking smiles Cause I don't want my fans to see me hurting
My friends have done lied to me They said they would be there for me

But they f*cking lied to me How come whenever I need my friends
The most they always go ghost? Friends disappear like magic
My life been tragic Thank you for asking
I cry out for help But nobody be listening

I be dealing with a lot of shit I be hiding my emotions
From my friends I don't want them to know how I be feeling
Friends say they care about me But how come they don't check up on me
I guess they're busy with life or some shit

When I'm gone When I'm gone
You can drop that like you cared about me
When I'm gone it's gonna be a good day for my friends
When I'm gone you can finally be happy without me
I don't wanna live I don't wanna live

So I be hurting myself like everyday Now I got scars on my body
I don't tell anyone how I be feeling Cause I don't want them to worry
I been close to death so many times I remember in second grade
I nearly died from an asthma attack That shit scarred me

That shit scarred me How the f*ck
How the f*ck How the f*ck do I fail to end my life 60 times?
I swear this shit not normal