reachingautonomy Video (MV)

I don't know...who am I?
Can someone tell?
I've been lying to myself and lying well
'Cause through fake laughs and fake smiles
I could distract myself a while from myself
But it's temporary and I found out

'Cause I've been reaching autonomy
And looking for the answer I found me
And through the looking glass
I saw the future not the past
Far behind me
'Cause the answer to myself is inside me

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Ah ah ah ah ah

And through the looking glass
I saw the future not the past
Far behind me
'Cause the answer to myself is inside

I'm nearing eighteen I've got a dream
But my inner thoughts are doubting
By twenty-three where will I be?
I try not to think about it
I got enemies one of them's me
I'm insecure and I know it
I hated myself bad for my health
So I didn't hardly show it
And I've been thinking hard and going back and forth
Between stability and what I want
And I'd rather go to sleep upon the floor
Than go do something that I never loved
But it's my life I'm gonna take it

'Cause I've been reaching autonomy (near 18)
And looking for the answer I found me
And through the looking glass
I saw the future not the past
Far behind me
'Cause the answer to myself is inside me

I was reaching
Yeah I was reaching
I was reaching
I was reaching
I saw the future not the past
I was reaching
I was reaching
'Cause I was

'Cause the answer to myself is inside me

(No and I think probably you're right; I think that's what most people are looking for
I think they're looking for an answer outside of themselves and their never going to find it)