I'm in pain, drunk at the bar
Trying to drown the butterflies away
I'm nervous, I look at you from afar
These are feelings I'm trying to shut
I hear your voice, I get lost in your world
I stutter, trying to find my words
You're so lovely, it actually hurts
Falling for you feels like a crime
But my god, you're so f*cking fine
You remind me of when I was happy
Instead, I spend my days feeling sorry
Thought you only exist in fairytale
Now I can't have you, I'm in hell
Crying, awake at night
Feeling like shit about you not being mine
There's a piece of you everywhere
From what I dream to what I wear
I think of you, do you even care?
Falling for you feels like a crime
But my god, you're so f*cking fine
You remind me of when I was happy
Instead, I spend my days feeling sorry
Thought you only exist in fairytale
Now I can't have you, I'm in hell