ELØC - Broken Lyrics

Look me in the eyes as I say goodbye
I want you to shed some tears for me

I thought we had it all worked out, worked out
But now our bright flame is burnt out, burnt out
I wish I could've seen how we would've turned out
But that's in the past, now I got to move out
Out of my own house, through my own door
Off the property I picked and saved up for
Working and saving up over the years
Just so you could take the money, buy shit to impress your peers
You couldn't stop there
What was your intention
Was it your resentment
Did you need attention
Maybe next time you could express what's on your mind
Before finding a new guy to feed you his affection
And this ain't me looking for redemption
You broke this love connection
See you're curious if I'm feeling mad
The answer's no
I would never give her that satisfaction

You tore my heart right out of my chest
Although I would've given it to you without a second breath

How could I do such a thing
How could you do such a thing

I was looking back
Looking at the past
Looking at the facts
And I realize now that I should've known better
The fact that everything I said made you feel so attacked
The thought ran through my mind a couple hundred times
Get up, walk out, and leave
But I couldn't I was hooked on you
I was so naive
I just wanted to make you happy by bringing home the stacks
Do it for you
Do it for us
Do it so you could stay at home and relax
But instead of me coming home and you having my back
I came home to you on yours
And that right there would make any man snap
Take an ax, attack not caring about the impact
A few hits later you both collapsed like a bag of scraps being tossed away to the trash
Dead like a couple of rats caught in a life-ending unsettling trap

How could I do such a thing
How could you do such a thing