Eldi - Mainstream Lyrics

I wanna go to the place
I recall like yesterday
The sky was blue
In the middle of December
It's the little things
I seem to remember

Sitting on swings and sipping on wine
Thinking I don't care yeah this is my own life
Think we're all innocent as hell
But we were summoning the devil

Summoning the devil
Summoning the devil

Closed doors and wide windows
Always wondering where the f*ck my mind goes
When I'm laying gone in bed and I'm thinking what they said was true
You're not perfect you're just useless
Looking blank but I swear you knew this
Even said it yourself, but you don't accept help, that's too mainstream for you
Mainstream
Mainstream

Just a prayer to be on your arm
But you're not letting things go that far
You're teasing me with all your sweet talking
Say you're craving me when you wake up in the morning

Sitting on swings and sipping on wine
Thinking I don't care yeah this is my own life
Think we're all innocent as hell
But we were summoning the devil

Closed doors and wide windows
Always wondering where the f*ck my mind goes
When I'm laying gone in bed and I'm thinking what they said was true
You're not perfect you're just useless
Looking blank but I swear you knew this
Even said it yourself, but you don't accept help, that's too mainstream for you
Mainstream
Mainstream

I'm asking myself how I caught feelings
When I wasn't even finished with healing
Do I want twice the pain to feel
See you smiling next to her
But it's not the same as
The natural connection that we had
Trust I've tried to let you go

Closed doors and wide windows
Always wondering where the f*ck my mind goes
When I'm laying gone in bed and I'm thinking what they said was true
You're not perfect you're just useless
Looking blank but I swear you knew this
Even said it yourself, but you don't accept help, that's too mainstream for you
Mainstream
Mainstream