Elephant Jake - Feelings About Feelings Lyrics

I wanna run away from all these memories
I gotta get away from everything that is chasing me
Because I never seem to face the things that are probably the reason why
I spend my time alone
I'm not imagining that we're separating
It's not a mystery, the secrets that you thought you'd keep
But you really knew that you weren't into me
But I was into you, I'm still into you

So tell me something I don't know, I'm getting tired of this shit
I pray to God every night, but sometimes I forget

I'm losing faith in you and I'm losing faith in us
These years gone by have brought out familiar feelings of mine and I hope
You'll acknowledge my progress, but it's not good enough for me
I know it's sad, I don't know when, I hope I'll grow up eventually

I guess it's better off this way, you probably won't miss me
It's not like everything was meant to be something
More than me, guess I'll never see self pity's not the way
That's for another day, I'm not doing this today

So tell me something I don't know, I'm getting tired of this shit
I pray to God every night, but sometimes I forget

I'm losing faith in you and I'm losing faith in us
These years gone by have brought out familiar feelings of mine and I hope
You'll acknowledge my progress, but it's not good enough for me
I know it's sad, I don't know when, I hope I'll grow up eventually

I tried
I tried to make you mine, but it didn't work
Now I'm trying to draw the line
You make it hard
We were sitting by the campfire, looking at the stars
You asked me what was wrong
I wanna hold you in my arms

I'm losing faith in you and I'm losing faith in us
These years gone by have brought out familiar feelings of mine and I hope
You'll acknowledge my progress, but it's not good enough for me
I know it's sad, I don't know when, I hope I'll grow up eventually