Eliana Joy - Paranoid Lyrics

If I say it like this, would you take it like that
If I say it all wrong, can I take it all back
There's something not right, the way that this works
All it takes is one night, all it takes is one word
Then you're stuck in the past
And just something I'm missing
How could I love myself if I would die to be with him
Maybe I'm just the worst
Or maybe you wouldn't listen
If I said I'm just a girl who will keep hoping and wishing
And now I'm so paranoid
So please don't get my hopes up
Cause you'll go running for cover
The second that we get closer
I'm raising my voice, I'm begging God work your wonders
You know after this boy, oh no I'll never recover
I'll never recover
Woah, oh, oh
Woah, oh, oh
If I tell you that I'm scared, would you take it all away
If you think that it's too much, would you try to change the pace
How far's beyond repair? Cause I just can't replace
The half-hidden look of disappointment sitting on your face
While I try to appease you and please you, God knows I need you
Give you all of my energy cause I know how it feeds you
You could tell me you love me then f*ck me over, won't leave you
You could give me just half of all of yourself and I'll meet you
But you're still stuck in the past
And just something I'm missing
How could I love myself if I would die to be with him
Maybe I'm just the worst
Or maybe you wouldn't listen
If I said I'm just a girl who will keep hoping and wishing
And now I'm so paranoid
So please don't get my hopes up
Cause you'll go running for cover
The second that we get closer
I'm raising my voice, I'm begging God work your wonders
You know after this boy, oh no I'll never recover
I'll never recover
Woah, oh, oh
Woah, oh, oh
I'll never recover
Woah, oh, oh
Woah, oh, oh