Eliat - Fade Lyrics

I could care less about what people got to say
Still that fuzzy feeling in my head won't go away
Try to shake it off like it's a phase
Cause i'm tired of thinking bout the same things

You left me convinced your heart was in the right place
Didn't take too long for you to show your true aim
Neither one of us will take blame
We go back and forth, like a tug of war game

You've been gone so I found the one
It's the greatest love that i've ever known
But i called it off cause i cant move on
If these memories won't fade

Now where do iI begin my past is embarrassing
I never wanna look back at that part of my life again
I know i was still a kid but I was so arrogant
I didn't think there would be consequences to my sins

I didn't know i could hurt anybody but I did
I didn't know how to handle something so delicate
I thought if maybe i kept trying I would get my fix
Instead I got a broken heart and scars upon my skin

Funny thing is I'm over this it's irrelevant
But from time to time I can't stop my mind
From remembering all the memories
Keep me up at night
So why tell me why can't we come to some sort of settlement
Otherwise for the rest of our lives we'll feel like this

Would it be so hard for us to call a truce?
I'm tired of being villainized by you
Just admit you know the truth
Even though you make these claims with no evidence
I could never look your way with malevolence

You've been gone so I found the one
It's the greatest love that i've ever known
But i called it off cause i cant move on
If these memories won't fade

You were first to leave took the lead so i concurred
Cry to mama lie and tell her i'm the f*cking worst
Why you asking her to do all of your dirty work?
Take it up with me since i'm the one who made it hurt

But the second i apologize for what's occurred
You pretend that it meant nothing, it was all a blur
Really wanna make amends so i say are you sure?
And then you do it all again because you never learn

So you go and tell your friends something so absurd
Some believe you cause who wouldn't, trust your way with words
I think it's for the best to claim it's none of my concern
That they chose you over me cause of the shit they heard

I've wasted all this time being so disturbed
But i put it all behind now i know my worth
Yeah its taken me a while but i've come to terms
I'll lose people in my life, that never return

You've been gone so I found the one
It's the greatest love that i've ever known
But i called it off cause i cant move on
If these memories won't fade