Eligy - White Mirrors & Dark Shadows Lyrics

I've given up, on all the contradictions
You give to me
Your wild eyes
They pierce their trails right through my bedroom floor
Yet they flood much more
I wish you didn't visit me, in my dreams oh
The white mirror when you're alone
The dark shadows when there's no hope
I hope you suffer then when you're alone
The culmination of your lies
My nightmares soothe my lullabies
You would never think you'd make me cry, uh
I'm useless, I'm so damn stupid
If you believed me when I told you
Sticks and stones may break my bones
Words can really hurt alone
You called me a liar, a cheater, a hater
All I ever did was cater to your harmful state
That's why I was forced to do it all
The white mirror when you're alone
The dark shadows when there's no hope
I hope you suffer then when you're alone
The culmination of your lies
My nightmares soothe my lullabies
You would never think you'd make me cry again
The white mirror when you're alone
The dark shadows when there's no hope
I hope you suffer then when you're alone
You would rather leave than let me die, oh
We all fall down, but you won't pick me up
You'll watch me drown, and drink right from the cup
We all fall down, but you won't pick me up
You'll watch me drown, and drink right from the cup, uh
(One fight right after the other
I can't even tell whether I hate or I love her
Sometimes it's the game that make me look for another
Breaking my esteem like it was light as a feather oh)
Who's right here hm