Elihu & Jefe - Diary of an Insomniac Lyrics

I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick of spending nights wishing I had something to do
I'm tired, I'm tired, tired of not having aspirations to pursue
I'm sick of fearing the truth that will transpire
But more than all of that I'm just sick of feeling uninspired

I've been told to be myself but myself doesn't exist
Well I wanna be a little bit of that and a little bit of this
I want some traits of hers and some traits of his
But when I put them together they just don't seem to mix

Sometimes I feel like a vampire slayer
Working to rid the world of hate and despair
But in the blink of an eye those thoughts all change
And I tell myself I just fan the flames

Maybe my remedy is to write a melancholy melody
And maybe my remedy is to realize some things weren't meant for me

I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick of spending nights thinking I've got something to prove
I'm tired, I'm tired, tired of not knowing any universal truth
I'm sick of seeing these frauds being admired
But more than all of that I'm just sick of feeling so expired